A new year comes and everyone singing
happy New Year
But I stop because new shit never ending
And that's why my life is so hard to read
My knee gives me so much pain
but bigger is my pain in my brain

I know now that my life is an empty hole
the real love is not created for my soul
When I need help to survive
no one is there to hear me cry
I miss my mother
but soon we will be together

I did what I could
but I always fall down so misunderstood
Mom always said: Always try the best you can
never give up it's not our song
And I did
tried to feed love so widely