I try to smile everyday, i try to love everyone, i try to apriciate everything . Then u come along and ruin my day , crumble my soul and step on my heart like im a piece of dogshit . i wake up again try again and same thing again , for how much longer , for how much more pain , for how many peoples can i keep doing this again ? ikeep loving keep wanting keep holding onto a future thats probably never going to meet the day of light but i try even tho i cry , i love even tho my heart is broken , i wish even tho all hope is gone to one day just one day to be able to see the stars shine bright again , to feel ur love again, to enjoy the sunlight on my skin once more . just one day .. maybe one day.. just for a second .. Be able to make u smile and feel the love again . Just maybe one day .