To put off what must be confronted until tomorrow and live under a constant underlying suffering instead of tackling the uncomfortable directly and solving it is obviously a fallacy. I have been there myself. Have shrunk from unpleasantness and pitiful squalor in favour of an imaginary inner peace and quiet and let it gnaw unresolved in the back of my mind for several years. (Yes, I admit that I was an idiot for over a decade of my life.)

It is easy to be afterwise now in my dying days. I have clear papers that for a time I had adapted myself to invisible "social rules" far too much, to a defective and exploitative controlled society which will soon be torn down forever. Others find subconscious ways to oppose "society" through various forms of resistance; escapism, anarchy, rebellious behaviour, self-destruction, apathy, hatred of all kinds, but no one has found it by submitting to thralldom through adaptation to the enemy system of bullshit through false religions, political nonsense, exploitation through capitalism, control of social systems and media, plunder and exploitation of the weak and "strong".

Those who cannot understand the seriousness need urgent help.

It never gets better when you close your eyes too tightly.

It is now long past what tears and pitiful bitterness can fix.

Rub your eyes and lower your revulsion-threshold.

Start by feeling something real.