I wanted to stop playing hockey at 17

My father forced me to continue

And at exactly this particular time ‘’I wanted to talk about girls with Andy’’

The two things were mutually exclusive

That means my father forced me to continue playing hockey and I didn’t get to talk about girls with Andy

My father was horrendous and it has later dawned on me he is a rapist

No anger can come from such a life than lust – encountered with force

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So I scored a goal against the University of Kentucky

This was in Kentucky

That is where they store all the gold, at Fort Knox, Kentucky

Anyways I was playing for the University of Illinois at Champaign-Urbana

Not to be mixed with the University of Illinois at Chicago

The University of Illinois at Chicago has a high suicide-rate for that matter

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So granted I didn’t play for the top team

My hockey career should have ended at 17 but I kept playing till 20 or 21

At 22 I received ECT (caution on that it returns to what it was) and my biological parents divorced

So it is unclear to me if I played up till 20 or 21

I am good with numbers otherwise – I play backgammon

So I didn’t play for the top team

This was about or exactly 1997

The University of Illinois at Champaign-Urbana has two teams

One more recognized than the other

I played the less of skill, but perhaps belonged on the top tier team

There was a lot of popularity with the coach, and he let the ones he knew and older guys play more in the games

That is to say he was partial

I remember Hansen and something similar or exactly Mazurek and then there was a snot boy something Smith

On one of these trips we listened to Grateful Dead Terrapin Station and smoked marijuana in the van

So I scored a goal against The University of Kentucky

It was through the legs

A notable fact about 80% or so of goals scored in hockey are in the lower half of the net

Well that just about does it

I scored a goal in hockey for the University of Illinois Champaign-Urbana against The University of Kentucky