i guess it is a foggy, fragmented, past
cause no clear thoughts are coming to mind

though i remember every detail
i have 100% memory
one woman said
‘’du glömmer ingenting’’
acute perception
100% memory

swaying a bit back in forth in my chair otherwise nothing happening
the classic line ‘’i used to date picasso’’ by neil young
only presume he meant on lsd

coming back from church though
maybe my mind has to consume something actually spiritual
the trip to kalmar will have to be between 8 – 16 something that gives me 8 hours
plenty
they shouldn’t ask me about lunch
because i miss that regularly

coming out of church i saw a half-sunny bench
and of course imagined i and josefine sitting there laughing
but my mind quickly moved on
church wasn’t a hit

and here i am waiting for them to hit my soul
neil young and co. that is
he mentions pagan i think that is scandinavian

< ok 2^nd run through of the song that was 27 minutes >

< gonna have to be interrupted by lunch >

< nothing appealing skipped it, wearing my black ray-ban sunglasses now >

< taking off the glasses >

i think better without food, i think better without sleep
so i don’t know what is happening, i guess ‘’they are not hitting my soul’’
but what does and i’m getting old
a lot of girls have a heart of gold
a lot of women don’t
something to stop me from jumping i won’t
just got to find a building tall enough
it's like i have this dream all the buildings in kalmar are tall
i’ve fucking lived there! i have even had sex there! with a girl that later, committed suicide
my secrets, nothing, i used to; but have nothing, to hide
gonna get me a hip hop haircut
hippie for life
and soon it is over
roger and out