I've worked out most of my demons
But new ones do come
I am no whore that takes us to the morning
A pile of sadness
An inner madness
That is expressed as coherency
To the sensible
Penetrating the demons inside
Working out the demons inside
And this influensa is not adding to writing flair
Or lack of insight being there
Penetrating the demons
Letting flow the semen
See them, the stagnant beurocrats
Thick-skulled, smug; fat
Mixed up too much, mixed up too little
Inside outside leave me alone
And as everyone I want win
A raging desperation within
Make me king! Make me king!
I will make the world swing
My foremost demon is I don't think enough about myself
I am too unselfish
And all kinds of analysis self-introspection
And all the time trying to dress to perfection
Dress nice for the weather so the krasslig does not get worse
Stand up against Pierre and Saila, and Malin too, the whole crew, morning, morning crew
The whole morning crew
So sue
Me, no not me, sue the medical companies for various things
Det finns mycket att ta itu med saker o ting
The hippie dream died, dies for everyone
There you are, not scattering for fun
Well that too, blunt to the world
Trying to learn lesson of boy-girl interaction
Is everyone unique or should I treat everyone as a person... then possibly unique
Inside outside leave me alone
Stand stoned infront of the firing squad in Utah
And Lake Tahoe
And attention deficit disorder is just a word for mixed-up
Rather, mixed-up can be a word for attention deficit disorder
And I don't buy western world science, whatever that is, it doesn't appeal to me in any fashion, that is not some I want to concentrate on, and it holds no true
But before I sound as a rambling madman, I am a rambling madman, but try to tie it together
And the demon inside
The persecutor inside
Inside outside leave me alone ...
I think what I want to do here is try to show ''a possible thought-process''
I'm sure everyone is interested in that since I am going to be famous, rich, influential, empathetic!
The demon inside
Inside outside leave me alone
Playing the clown when the self-identity goes low
Influensa hitting me like a giant avalanche
Inside OUTSIDE leave me alone
Where were ''we'' a possible thought-process
Persecutor inside
Weird/not good enough - the quality
Well you (switching narrative voice) are good at showing, inner of course, thoughts and feelings
-people have said that (the persecutor inside to prove/strenghten/similar, and precise moment self confidence dipped)
Then the giant upswing right Isak (comfortable, a bit- self-irony)
(Third person narrative still) Yeah you are doing a good job showing inner thought process
Send it in to the Psychology department of Massachusetts Institute of Technology
No, don't believe in psychology
Don't believe in any psychology terms
Don't believe in western world science
Inside outside leave me alone
Thought about my audience
Maybe bukowski (as it turns to essay) was right the best writers had the most self-doubt
(a bit of raging, as the music tone did that too, confidence) ... lost thought thread in ''attention deficit disorder'' ... of course that is - true
Persecutor inside
Inside outside leave me alone
I am no whore that brings us to the morning
The story-teller makes no choice
soon you will not hear his voice
his job is to shed light not to master
- the grateful dead (likely robert hunter) the last 3 lines
I am no whore that brings us to the morning sun
A dabbling on thought-process and good evil it has become
Wasted talent is the saddest thing in the world - someone, said, in a movie
Don't watch movies nowadays
Tripping all the time - on thought-process
Reap the harvest you sow - that is the reward