My emotions are blocked
My humanity is locked
My life is falling apart
There's a mist around my heart
Do you cry?
Can I even try?
Can I feel?
Am I for real?
Is this my body, soul and mind?
Or is my whole being just blind?
I stock my emotions in my castle of thought.
False feelings that I haven't yet caught
The sea comes when it's time to break
My body shivers, am I really awake?
Is this a dream?
When will I cross the stream?
The darkness is here once again.
I'm sitting down, can't feel the pain.
I'm waiting for daybreak.
Is the human emotions a mistake?
Is this all just a big illusion?
That is my only conclusion.
I guess I won't know
Until I follow the deathblow.