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Söndag den 9 December 2007 M-trip DiaryI’m not with mecan’t talk, can’t write this fruitcake frequency of the lights my brain... fucked up time perception my universe catching on fire I’m out one second but can’t get away always slower than my thoughts the fuckin’ PEN!! this handwriting isn’t me does it feel this good to die every time? Apologies to the bar but I’m out of time still love them Humans supermagnetic lean stop to breathe mosquitoes everywhere buggin me I’m back endless space corridor took ages to walk guess where I am recent reincarnations knocking I wouldn’t open love for Julia secretly soft but married came out of my dream other things are beyond tomorrow’s door super funny fast ink still dripping too slow Me faster than I ever was, am supposed to be Super lost again a quarter past the universe but it never ends psychic spasm again but I understand them from the inside now Trippy love sky forgive me for that forever ‘cause that’s where I am now Silly and Serious got mixed up ... I hope She’s not pissed or really pissed, know what I mean!? Don’t take this whacked till the cows come home and they never seems to do so for me still just sitting here sweating it out by my moon womb night sky always back to the womb but I never remember Like some does Slowing down now with water deep in the psychic green room and it’s rippy as hell you don’t feel it but before you know it your somewhere else a million miles away on the same spot faster than you know backtracking is sooo ineffectual.. Sweet chilly deep but silly on the same plane smart but insane don’t care ‘bout me ‘cause I’m busy staying trippy sorry Ted where gone tomorrow but I bled my night never going back though I’d love to couldn’t stay away too sweet Chap cay Come home or your lost sooo good you’ll never understand ‘cause I’m with me and I’ll never end not here, not again I’m afraid I’m too scared to show you to know you never believe me always after me after you like a fuckin Band-Aid lost membrane I need a smoke screen so I can see you again from your side as you are to you Thoughts are in my way Of what I’m trying to say Remember, or I am not real Have to feel Never ending Like this night without dawn Waiting, for a new government For my head That’d be good Never come home I’m too scared Sketchy wonderful To sleep M-haze is only halfway there Lost in the atmosphere R.E.M disturbance I feel it in us And worry much more about you Than me Don’t know if that’s good? Cheers, eeyh! Midsummersday Must I be a 7eleven Always open To everything Yes, always nice That’s cool as long as I have my mushroom supplies Thoughts are nothing to remember But You are So I go back To you Endless streets Where I didn’t find you Searched for days But it’s still night The same night as ever The night I left everyone But her in particular Think of not thinking about that Now, I’m off again Brought my watch this time Still no time Time is out But I figured a watch might keep it in place In my pocket Full of…not cryptonite But…guess what! …mushies again Just streets, on and on But no You Just whores, dealers, transport And shit I don’t need That’s why I didn’t bring my wallet Shouldn’t have let Christobal in To spin He’s too weird in his own skin As it is normally Everyday anomaly Real funny now I’ll always be yer holy cow Wanted to OD So I almost did Hey, sorry! But I’m fine That’s just me In the corner… Only funny now That’s what illusions are Let’s share them at least ‘Cause I’m a sunny star Spinny shit, Hey! Hold on! Forward paddle Made is not Muddy But I will be If i keep on like this Into the rip, rip off Got to stop ‘cause my heart’s getting old Made of a gold That has no value ‘Round these parts of the modern hemisphere Love all things that can’t be mine I know now, safe and fine Don’t need the Alps ‘cause I’m still high No matter how much medicine, I know I Really can’t fly In mushie sky Time to land And shut the final eye |
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