"I'm gasping through the dawn
every nerve torn up inside
I'm searching for a place to be
somewhere I can hide

Intentions moving
in directions hard to find
Trying to fill up the spaces
searching until I'm blind

Consequences fighting
it's hard to stay alive
A tormented mess inside
a life mission to survive

Always complicating
every detail in my mind
Try so hard but break apart
there's no manual for my kind

Restless, dissolving
trying to understand
every question every reason
they somehow seem to expand

Lock the door, break the window,
harm myself or run away
Anything to leave this place
anything to live another day"