Time flickers through every day
every thought just slips away
only I can choose to stay alive
but I can't just decide to survive

I need insurance to believe
every promise I receive
I need the fire, I need the knife
to finally connect with my life

My tattered soul is a mess
though you are my fire, nevertheless
I'm chaos and I brought you there
truly, it's hard to just disappear

I try so hard to remember my name
I'm so confused, it's always the same
Day by day I count my fears
as the sky suddenly clears

Stars so vivid and bright
somehow I can't focus on the light
A whisper tells me I'll be fine
that I won't shatter, neither pine

But it's all so new and frail
I mind every single detail
For I believe I cannot ever be
so who's gonna fix it, if not me?