End my excistence
cut me open
let out the inner monster

can't keep living like this
cursing possibilities

laying on the bottom
and still keeps falling

can't deny the feelings
inside
can't ignore this
fear
of showing my
tears

in my mind it's all different

don't keep throwing it in my face
don't you think
I've already thrown it in my own face
a thousand times

I was made
to remain like this
I can't find a way out