I see into the mist.
It's dark, but in spite of the darkness I want to be there.
I want to feel that darkness almost eating me up alive, because that is the only way I'll know that someday, someday hopefully not to far ahead, there will be a light waiting for me. It will shine bright as the clearest summer day only for me.
Yes, there will be a lot of struggles to get there, but the only thing I need right now is to manage to get through the day, without puking on every single person that i come upon.

Only one year left of this hell hole, atleast I'll be free of my so called "school" by then. My biggest mission will be to choose wisely between everything in life, because life is DAMN SHORT no point wasting it on shit man!
Hopefully life's gonna change. Let's hope, or is hope only for prayers, like god shippers? Hmm..

Well let's pray for hope even though we're not christians. That this year will go by fast til I finally get to graduate and be a free woman.