Hit by sunshine for the first time in weeks
As if anything matters when anxiety peaks
'In these mountains things will never be fine',
is what I'm telling myself while reaching for the wine
And as the clouds stick to these mountains, I'm stuck in bed
Thoughts too heavy, I can't carry my head
And like the clear sky over this rainforest
I try to keep my tears in storage
Break the circle of thoughts, they say
So I'm trying to remember a happy day
But that's an art, for someone who've always been broken
As the rain obscured my heart, someone broke in
And she robbed me completely
The sky is coming down again, discreetly

And as the weeds grow in the rain
My sadness grows in the pain
Of being alone
And I'm turning into stone
One day I'll be free from thoughts and covered in moss
No more feelings, what a loss