It breaks my heart to see you delved so deep into sorrow, it kills me to see you brighten up so much at the sound of my voice and the words I speak.

All those words lack any meaning when the words I long to speak, to scream to shout are so much more important, have such deeper meaning.

They burn within me, these three words that can make or break a person, words that have inspired such acts of violence and wonder...

I want to say them, but you have burned me before, these exact words from your mouth and they broke me as you proved them untrue.

Every breath I take give whisper to them, give hope and life to these thoughts I just cant bury.

But the knowledge that I make you feel like the world is tolerable, that it isn't all meaningless... I cant leave you even in my deepest misery, when my heart aches so bad I want to tear it beating out of my chest

If this is love, then I want it not. Take it from me before it leaves me a broken man...