I miss her so much
I miss her so much
I miss her so much
I am empty and aching
I am empty and really aching
I am empty and really aching
I think about her in thirty second intervals in anguish
Like a strung-out drug user is waiting for his late dealer
I re-read the last letter last night – and cried some
There is food soon and i will try and eat some.    < pause >
The reason I cried is that what we had was so beautiful
And for other reasons too
I want a love, I want a strong love, I want the ultimate love, and it was the ultimate love with Josefine
I will re-read the letter now again
For I want the pain to stop or end
No damn I don’t have the energy
She is deep inside of me
Please respond, Please respond, Pleas respond something like that I can say to God
She may not realize that I wish her to respond back
Perhaps in several months I will write the three things I want her to say
What a jungle
I was happy with her first time since 15
The strongest love that exists
Was I just a temporary chance
Can I re-vive the dance
Telling her I want to hear the three things
I could, try
At least 6 month wait, she might have thought I was saying good-bye for good, I was saying good-bye from my end
She is exact
And the pain and anguish
And the pain and anguish will continue
Nothing can replace that, I can not fall in love as hard again; I can not FEEL such ULTIMATELY STRENGTH love again
I think
I ain’t quitting you babe
I wan’t saying good-bye for good
As she might have thought
Give it 6 months, unless I am caught up in a relationship
And tell her I want to hear those three things
I want to believe reasoning and feeling can gel
And hell of trip it has been
She was my heroin
Chance is she gets upset
But why would she
I am – potentially in 6 months – putting out I wanted so if you responded, I mean not that I dismissed you, and I will spoon-feed the three things I would like to hear – and Isak just publish this (for others) and yourself