i live as a bohem but today I am kind of trying to figure out my schedule.

i come to think of the band the ‘’grateful dead’’ texts ‘’if you get confused listen to the music play’’.

maybe for you too if you have a lot of projects in your life.

priority 1 (above eating, smoking) is still Jose and yesterday, resistance from different directions, and I did not get around to my usual piece ‘’Dag…’’.

Probably will come today.

Mark twain – write till somebody pays for it.

Rejection and Ridicule will strengthen the writer – bukowski.

Picking up pieces.

Listening to ‘’Question’’ of the Moody Blues.

And, None, of the ‘’chapters’’ of   ‘’Backgammon conversation with my fantasy girlfriend (pt. < number > )’’   have had directly to do with me and Jose . Negation with that.

I can’t do my usual self-irony, because I don’t feel like it.

So Isak … are you confused?  yes.  … ‘’listen to the music play’’   …  yeah gotta do  ‘’Dag…’’  today.

Signing out as soul, still, in torture.   –Page Goldenboy