Maria wanted to marry me
She had a lot of money
And was beautiful
But she wasn't sweet
Not that I regret we did ever meet

I learned a lot about life and love
Wasted time
But I learned a lot about life and love

Another sad story whispered in a pretend-ear?
Not like anyone wants to hear
I've been wild and crazy, I have been inert and boring
I've been wild and creative, I have been entertaining and contemplative

My father gave no words of encouragement, and was the original oppressor
But there has been plenty thereafter

I could write a life-time and not heal a tenth of my wounds
I could write a life-time and give the audience awestrucking information to consume

Schizoaffectives can't handle fame however
And with my ''so-called-friends'' I did sever

The cops got the documents
Held by the psychiatry
Something like that
I will try my best, but likely resigned walk away a gentleman in hat
Maybe I will have outrage of anger
show who is stranger

< written around 09.15 with pen and paper >