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el paso by the dead are playing on the stereo

fear in breaking down in fear 'yo

heart racing fast

white pen skipping ahead like the horses in the song

they played a while in san diego, so long

mexican maiden

hey then

who is the next one then

persecutor

inside outside

heart is racing, pumping out of my chest soul hide!

persecutor

inside outside

anxiety  stop   anxiety  stop   anxiety  stop

tortured souls getting too old

nineteen seventy-one

and i am having no fun

persecutor

inside outside

hope what

full of hope?

nope

please God anxiety stop

please God anxiety stop

please God anxiety stop

that me writing it would not

silver dollar

silver dime

I am fainting

Lights are off

no wine

persecutor whining this is crap

back trap

< vulgar expression >

man page having a rough day

all the stuff I can't even say

trying to get away from my usual self-irony

you crash a lot

i crash from a tall building on the parking lot

sugaree

forget my name

bound to heaven the same

anxiety moving to whole body

violent desperation essence

what is the song desperate man?

dylan tune changing of the guards i think

no, never drink

nowadays

anymore

never drowned my sorrows anyways

or everything i say

did i do that ever?

certainly not a liar

bruce springsteen

per edström

and it's gonna be ok

one ought to see the original on paper

writing wildly, violently with the wrist

shake it, shake it  sugaree

keep going

keep pushing

forget my name

that is what they sing at least

mama tried

and where am i bound

and man get some hope from this poem or something

something

right?

don't give up the fight

fourth page, back of second sheet of paper

feeling hope page?

working on it

last piece of paper

save her

save me

lionel richie

say you

say me

bertha

bertha  don't come around here no more

negation to doing so

semantics!

nuts!

5 lines left!

no, not coke, on paper!

save her

save me

save God

kill devil falls