I don't know what to do,

I know that there is something,

Perhaps it's missing,

Maybe I never found it,

Never will either.

This hole waits to be filled

The emptiness unnerves me,

Frays my nerves whenever I think,

Dwell on the matter for too long,

I just want to break the damn clock,

Hide under the bedspread forever.

Just don't want to be alone

But why settle for mediocrity,

When perfection might be out there;

The search is so tiring and pointless,

Will I be able to live if I fail?

I really don't know anymore.

I want it so bad, that's all.

Please?

P.S. I love you... where ever you are