i was never misstreated.
never wrongfully accused.
despite this i feel like
everything is against me
like god himself never wished for me to be.
many bad things i have done
many good things i have left undone
nothing good has ever happened by my hand.
so i wonder in my time of despair
would it without me have been better?
or worse?
i am the child who was never menth to be
i am the child who never felt pity, love nor remorse.
im am the child who will kill god himself
for the mistake of making me be.