still waiting
the darkest night
lies beyond
eternity waiting
there for us
but never more
I tried to grasp
the dream of you
but nothing more
remained to see
my hands were empty
like closed down sight
hoped that this time
the dream came true
but every time
in eternity
I open my eyes
the only answer
empty echoes
from walls of pain
the only answer
nothing remains
ever more
than fading mist
forever in your image
It will go
and you were never to be
and neither was I

and sadly
I am not even here