Seeking possibilities
to do
what everyone's forbidding

silent scream
in the night
but it doesn't
make a difference

you're saying things
I know you're lying

you want me to belive you
but I won't

say what you want
it doesn't make any sens to me

at night I take myself
to all the places
I wish to be

I'm given in for
the lust
of being somewhere else

a place where
I'm not a failure

I rather feel nothing at all
than feeling the pain

I can hardly wait
to leave this place

was it all too much
or just not enough