Day by day
I try to say
what is on my mind
what I try to find

I'm so weak
tired of being a freak
I try to be strong
and somehow get along

But something hold me back
I'm always on the wrong track
Feelings I want to disappear
all of them, but mostly fear

And I try not to breathe
it's so hard to not leave
But don't worry, I'll be okay
just not today