To find yourself just look inside
the wreckage of your past
to lose it
all you have to do is lie

don't save me
cause I don't care

have you ever feelt like
you've never been alive inside

have you ever felt regret
over that you let yourself believe

no matter how much you believed
it wouldn't change anything

no matter how many times
you tell yourself
it's not your fault
you can't help but to feel
that you're the only one to blame

found my faith living in sin

the birth of broken dreams

lost my chances
because I can never hate you

lost my breath
when I saw you

just as pathetic as always







Run, get lost, scream, die

Run like the wind
get lost in the woods
scream like I've seen a ghost
bury my pain deep down in the mud
keep digging
don't stop
dig deeper
pull my sleeves up
not being scared of showing my scars
lose control
run some more
scream again
try to find my way back
dig up the pain
get it back inside myself

tired of being awake
cut myself open
get ready for the end