the past days have been truly fun
I have gotten praise and harassed
I have gotten smiles and laughs.
My stories are not the best and my words might be crude
but make no mistake they are also true
because they come from my life and my mistakes.
so as my last days expire and I'm thinking about leaveing this site
I wanted to leave you with a bit of knowledge
about my life,

I have tried and tried to write it all down
but where to begin and how,
should I tell you about the drugs or the screams
that I lost friends or that I buried enemies
I could tell you about the time when two girls slipped me pills
to get me into the bed and film some things
they even placed it on the web,
but raping a man isn't a capital crime.
I could tell you about the drinking and the drugs
but everyone hear stuff like that now a days
telling it all would have been fun

perhaps next time