I long.. I long for the day that I will come home at the end of my day,
and be so happy, for what I've done, for what I have achieved in that single day.
Just me, lil old me. Achieved something of my life that I myself have fought so hard for, something I know that I deserve with my new confidence to prove that.
We all should see a day as an opportunity, not a catastrophe.
A day should rather be seen as a playground, our playground.

Where we decide what we want to do and achieve just that day without any remorse.
To do and not be afraid of doing something, because you are afraid of such a little thing as how people will see you if you do a certain thing.

Maybe they will not see you as you thought they would in your mind.
Perhaps they just think it's nice, fascinating, something that will brighten up their day.
For getting to know this shy girl, that you at most can get a bright warm smile from if she finds you attractive or least bit of friendly.

I think many problems people have is that they make up this things in their head and instead of thinking straight they go insane and much rather prefer isolating themself than actually live and try, try to reach out to people hoping that they will accept you for who you are and would want to hang out with you because they find you to be a wonderful spirit.