slowly imploding year after year
the vacuum inside grows stronger without shedding a tear
though a whole river flows in under my skin
i refuse to fall apart as long as my soul can swim
oh it hurts, that i can't deny
but still somehow i can manage to keep my eyes dry
lost whitout feelings, lost without love
i stare at the ceilings from the floor above
why am i living, when everything is dying
and everywhere is sadness, but still i'm not crying