From now and forever
You\'re not a part of me
I hide the thoughts wherever
I\' ve broken free
From then til now
You\'ve been eating my brain
But finally I realized how
Not to go insane
Feelings of gulit
distinguish my existance
I ruined what we built
I needed some distance
You made me confused
what we did, what we\'ve done
but now I almost refuse
to accept that it\'s gone
sometning so beautiful
switched and turned
ended up so deathful
slipped away, never returned
someting so wonderful
opposed from what i\'ve learned
ended up so hateful
both hearts got burned
From now and forever
I won\'t need it anymore
things will never ever
be like before
From now til later
we\'ll keep it like this
maybe i\'m the traitor
who\'s killing the bliss
But it made me confused
what we did, what we\'ve done
now I almost refuse
to admit it was wrong
sometning so beautiful
switched and turned
ended up so deathful
slipped away, never returned
Something so smashing
burned my mind into ashes
now everyting\'s flashing
below my salty lashes
I let you inside
My fence of barbed wire
but you got stuck
I burned my fingertips
on that furious fire
that you lit
when you hit
the vulnerable point
but all I did
was to disappoint
You made me confused
what we did, it was wrong
but you\'re my drug abuse
that\'s way to strong