I am torn apart.
There is no respite.
No guiding lantern on this sea.
My heart is pierced.
Full of wholes.
I bleed.

I gasp for air.
There is no pause.
No search light in this maze.
My hope gone.
No breath is enough.
I suffocate.

I find no rest.
There is no sleep.
No calming dreams in this hellscape.
My sanity is fading.
My brain is always on.
I fall apart.

I fear the worst.
There are no tears.
No physical touch to center me.
My feelings unresolved.
A disaster to come.
I break apart.

I am in love.