when we met I was in a manic state
at the time I had a lot of stuff on my plate
doctors telling me I will heal, that I will be fine
and I've stopped taking pills with a bottle of wine
even tried to forget about all the time we spent
erase all the memories of how much you meant
I promise I'm not really doing better
yeah I might wish we were still together

telling myself I'm going to be okay
that I will be free from this one day
remove all memories from my mind
change the way I was designed

telling myself I'm going to be okay
that I will be free from this one day
remove all memories from my mind
change the way I was designed

sorry I've been like this for years, I'm a mess
trying to move on, I'm almost there I guess
its almost summer and I'm doing fine on my own
but still checking if its you every time I hear my phone
kind of lost, stumbling around in the dark
my fire is almost out, its barely a spark
I promise I'm not really doing better
yeah I might wish we were still together

telling myself I'm going to be okay
that I will be free from this one day
remove all memories from my mind
change the way I was designed

telling myself I'm going to be okay
that I will be free from this one day
remove all memories from my mind
change the way I was designed