Delirious Andy - Decision Undone
”Dear Folks

Last day I wrote, in Daily Prose, that I was thinking of quitting writing. It wasn\'t those exact words in text, but that was what was going through my mind.

I call this days Prose \"Decision Undone\" because that\'s what I\'ve done, I decided to take back my doubts about myself that I wrote about in yesterdays prose and decided, last night, to keep writing.

I didn\'t get convinced by myself though, that\'d be almost impossible, this, was in my mind, even a more pathetically way to get convinced, at least that’s what I think. Anyway,
I called my mother last night, to tell her that I, \"sadly\" was giving up writing. Now, considering the relation I have with my mother, which is not the best, it\'s more likely to be the worst. She answered ”Andy, if you give up writing, you\'d be giving up the only good you’ve done through your entire life!\" Coming from my mother, to hear her say this, would\'ve been the best day in my life, but it wasn\'t, I immediately hung up the phone. Of course I realised she was right.

Later that night, lying in my bed, I thought ”I’m not as pathetic as I thought, I just realised something that some writers may have missed!\" In joy I exit my fetus position and began singing \"Cause he\'s a jolly good fellow\", now I\'m not sure if this is relevant or not but my point is at that time I realised another thing, Good can be something above quality. Something can be really bad but in another way be really good. This may sound logic or absolutely crazy, hopefully I\'m not crazy.
Let’s say you love to write, but it\'s actually very bad, but for you it\'s what keeps you going, you love writing, it makes you happy, it makes you laugh. This is better than good, personal gain is great, if you can do something through your whole life and feel good about it, I\'d say it\'s even better than writing one masterpiece and nothing more.\"


(A series of knockings hits Andy\'s door)


- Andy?

- Yes Jim?

- Would you please let a kind little manager like me inside? Something is holding the door back.

- Oh, I don\'t know Jim.

- Andy, do you know what I’m looking at right now?

- No Jim?

- My newly shined boot Andy, you wouldn\'t want this shoved up somewhere?


(Andy instantly removes the drawer blocking the door)


(Jim enters, smilingly showing off his newly polished teeth, blindingly bright)


- Oh, the prose is done I see? Right on time!

- Indeed it is Jim, here you go, oh wait! I just have to add something.


\"Of course I might just be saying all this cause I’m desperate, desperate to hold on to something. Sometimes even desperate is good isn\'t it?

That\'s all for today folks.

Andy, New York\'s Daily Prose.\"


- Ok Jim, here you go.

- Thanks Andy! Oh, \"Decision undone\", Sounds serious Andy!

- Don\'t you have a dentist commercial to be at, Jim?


(Jim exits laughing)

/The End