I´m sorry for crying out loud in the middle of the night but
it just hurts so fucking much.
And I cannot cry in front of anyone, because everyone seems to think that I would have got over it by now.
There ain´t nobody who care for listen anymore.
Babe I´m so sorry for cryin out loud in the middle of the night.

I started thinkin about my garden.
The garden where I with closed eyes
would know exactly where I was because
I walked in that garden for 20 years. And now it´s gone, my hole familypicture has been cut into thousand pieces.
I believed in it, and I couldn´t see.
And now it´s just something that rips me up.
Everytime I cry I know that the only way to stop cryin is to stop thinkin about it, how do you think it feels?

I´m sorry darling
for cryin out loud in the middle of the night.