I stand alone in the void that´s the emptiness of my solitude. A place where no one but I can travel or so I thought. Where there´s usually nothing but emptiness and peace I now find a frightening feeling.

Something I haven´t felt in a long time. It came sneaking at first like the tunes of a mellow song, at first I didn´t know what I was feeling or hearing until the old familiar tunes had made it´s way into my mind and I was already singing along.

Words entered my mind and wouldn´t leave until I spoke them. They burned in my mind and whisperd in my ears. I couldn´t escape them I had to let them out. And once they had travled from my mind to your ears. there was relif.

I stood in astounishment, still fearing the outcome of my words, feeling the placing it´s dark hands upon my shoulders again, ready to take me in and hide me away from pain again. Fear in it´s truest form.

Then as I looked into your eyes, I saw nothing but what I had always seen, always the same but still diffrent. My body started to burn, the sensation came from deep down inside. And as I stood there and tried to find out from where the burning sensation came I could then hear it, music. The music became louder for every second that the burning continued.

From my heart to my lips, No matter how much I try to vanish the fire by saying the words whispered into my ears by mind the burning continues. I hardly see the glow that I hope my words are descending upon you. I don´t know for how much longer I can take this burning and longing, my fear seems to have lost it´s grip over me. And I feel that I want nothing more than to kiss your lips and see if they burn as mine.