Some constant shadow is above me.
Alot of things is just about being in the right place at the right time.
Or in analogue - In the wrong place at the wrong time.
To not being what your saying. Or saying what your being.
Nothing is ever fair, not will it ever be
and if it is. Is is not a symmetric fairness
What may seem very fair to you might most likely
be so unfair to someone else.
Things are seldom right
they are seldom the way they are presented.
Illussions are all around you.
Truth is just a matter of opinion.

So in all this
where is that which is true
where is that which is worth believing in
worth fighting for
what is real
real in the sense that is matters beyond cause and effect
has a higher meaning.

Well I can name alot of criterias of that
and mathematics unravels all those gloomy shadows of the everyday world.

Yet, I and the majority of people are/am trapped.
Or so I feel.
We are trapped in the everyday world.

And I feel the pain of looking through this witha a mathematicians eyes.

I would like nothing more than to resign from the everyday world and
involve myself in the extraordinary world of imagination and
the science of patterns