nothing is refreshing

everything's depressing

can' t reach for the blessing

'cause i am transgressing

it's a silent thursday

kick, bite, scratch and curse day

fear keeps mounting up now

wish it all would stop now

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the gas chamber nancys

are long gone

the sound track of my life

is "no fun"

the passers by are

irritating

the scenery is

aggravating

i wonder could this be

the worst day?

black thoughts in my head

on red thursday

LARZ GUSTAFSSON    17/5 2012