Do I look like a doll?
Do I look like a toy?
Do I look like something you can play with and throw away?
Don't you think I have feelings and that I get hurt?
Or do you think I'm just an object wearing a shirt?
Don't you think I believed you when you said you're crushing?
Don't you think I trusted you even if I'm not showing?
Why did you even lie?
I was so happy without being tied.
Without having sorrows or feelings to hide.
I didn't even think about you like that,
Just another friend to chat.
I was so afraid and careful and I tried really hard. I knew you were a player and not only when it comes to cards.
But you kept being kind and lovely, and I didn't want to feel sad and lonely.
At the end when I felt for your charm and I got all warm, you just left me with no emotions and no harm.
But you can go, you're not that good looking and you don't glow, you're just a regular one in the flow.
Feelings die and feelings survive,
But you're just a chapter in my life.
And I know that when it's too late, you will understand, that good ones go, and that I've moved on.