I was suppose to have a good time, a time to relax and enjoy..
I was suppose to just have fun and have a great time on my own.
But just one phone call filled so many tears in my eyes, I thought I would never stop cry, one phone call gave me so much pain in my little heart.

She is gone, everything feels so empty, I can\'t believe it, I won\'t believe it, but I know it\'s true. Now when she is gone it feels so meaningless, she have been there since I was three, now when she is gone, I can\'t look forward, I look backward to remember her..

I won\'t remember how she died, I will remember how she lived, and all the moments we had make me sad, cause I want to hold her.
I hadn\'t seen her for more than a month, she always use to be there when I come home. But I choose to try to have a good time on another place, but I never though she would go away.

I wish I could turn back time, and hold her once again, but can\'t, I just can have her on my mind.
She will always be in my heart, always and nothing can take her away, that\'s her new home, in our hearts were she now belong..
Now when she is gone, things feel so empty, everything feels so meaningless, she always make me feel so happy..


Now when she is gone, I don\'t know what to do..
I feel more alone now..
I wish I could hold her just one more time to say goodbye...