I don’t know why really. I just…I just had to. I needed to let it out. All the thoughts. All the pain. All the…everything. I needed a clean cut, a fresh start, a new beginning. I’m sorry if I scared anyone. I’m sorry if…if whatever. Sometimes you just need to do something, to change…to change…to change…to make a change.

I’m okey now. I think so anyway. How would you actually know if you weren’t?

I took care of it. It was a clean cut. It was…I think so anyway…It was the only way. I’m sure of it. It was my thought of a new beginning and you know what they say - something old has to die before something new can rise from the ashes…

© Oktober 2014