Screaming inside with grief and pain. All the visions and memories remains and continues untill the end is far away from a illusion above in the sadness and pain inside my head. Demons the fucking Demons are scary sometimes i actually I can say for just in this moment. Suddenly in my nightmare that is an illusion of an scary characters in a sort by some fog in my feelings with Demons inside, but the evil characters continues with my endless screaming inside by the flowers by the side of the path in the city that have been a lot of joy in the moonlight serenad. The serenads will be in my Beautiful mind. Off course it's a happy moment in this Lovely future. In my Life it have been a lot of drinking and some pills. You know it is the FUCKING DEMONS that have torture me in all my fucking Life. Gaaaahh it's have been an illusion in a Beautiful moments with You my dearest friend of Love, the Silence of Love is have been a good and give me all freedom in a Salvation. The angel of Salvation is my best experience in my tragic life but the joy have always been me tight by my heart and soul beacuse in the end of the Rainbow it has a power of Love and happy Laughing in front of the Demons, they are evil FUCKING EVIL that bastards have give me pain and I have felt much of theys grief and sadness in their eyes in front of an illusion. The angel of Salvation have a saving knight in shiny armor and I survive beacuse of him, hes is my deraest friend of true Love. I LOVE him so much by all of my Beautiful mind and heart. I'm in Love, and magic is the LOVE in my life. Happiness and joy is near my heart. The freedom and Laughing moments are special with my dear husband.