it wears me out

psychologically

it grinds me down

inevitably

but deep inside

there's the brand new me

and if i feed it

it's gonna break free

there is a war

and it has to be fought

there is a spark

and it must be caught

the flame will rise

and consume all the wood

message received

but is it understood?

i don't sleep well

since i worry too much

i'm gaining weight

but i'm loosing my touch

i won't stay free

from this tv o.d.

is this a shortcut

to insanity?

(or is it just ME...???)

LARZ GUSTAFSSON  13/4 2018