Yesterday I killed a man
I did it happily
because I was saving him
saving him from the harsh grasp
the grip that we call life
as I looked into his eyes
when he took his last breath
I did not see fear
I saw light and relief, how i envy him
floating away into nothingness
free from fear, despair and pain
oh how I wish someone could offer me
this unetichal fortune
but I'm stuck
stuck in the present
but it is not a present
rather it seems to me poison