The sun turns my skin into a light beige tone, filling me with a happyness that I thought was long gone.

Something new

A begining of some sort

A growing feeling

Not love

Not happy

A sence of peace

A little bit of hope

"don´t jinx it!" (it screams softly in my head)

but I did

Ill be gone soon

back too the dark, cold place where my heart once was beating

Where feelings and me still remained

thats all gone now

what a whaist