Killing me softly
This anger within
This burden on my shoulders
Do I have to carry?
Carry on






I disapprove






I am not yours
You are not mine
Who am I to judge?
Your former
Your past





Popping pills
Pretending to live
Pretending to smile
Pretending to approve





I just need someone to hold me
To comfort me
To tell me it’s gonna be alright
Tell me I’m not worthless
Tell me I do need to exist






I disapprove



But who am I to judge?
Even judge myself
They keep telling me
Not alone
But still lonely
Will anybody ever understand?





I disbelieve


Everyone I ever trusted
Everyone I ever loved
Disappeared
Disapproved
Of my being
Of my life
Of myself





Where did they go?
Where did everybody go?
I scared them away
Everyone I ever loved


No one to trust
No one to believe
No one to approve
Not even myself
Not anymore