Not easy to be me
to carry around
this bag of
jealousy

not easy to be free
to trust again
to let myself feel
to let you touch
my heart

Can't cry
I'm out of breath
Can't sleep
too tired to
let you in
on this

I'm unable to
think
and to love
accordingly
to what the bible says
the beautiful word of God
Jesus Christ
I need

Peace of mind
attitude change
a healing touch
a rainfall of mercy
and forgiveness
deliverance

I need
a hand
Help
Guidance
Urgent aid