Heaven awaits us
So they say
But i cant see the pathway, i can not surpass the rain
Take me to the sky
I can see no angels
I could never breath in such a place

Maybe im misguided
By the clouds in my head
Or maybe im just blinded
By the suns amazing gaze

Call me pessimistic
Call me what you may
But i just can belive in such a way

I can not find comfort
Living in a lie
Living only for my own sake
The kingdom of my mind

Because i would rather belive
This life is what we make it
And not determined by any other making then mine

Id like to belive
That there is something grater
Something so immense
something we could never comprihend
Unlmited of reson
Undifened by men
A world of such complexity
A world whitout an end

So call me pessimistic
But let me be your friend
Id like ro belive that some day
The future was created by our hand

So forgive if im doubtfull
I cant commit this vow
It seems i find my comfort
In knowing i don't know