ready to die - repented
Hey, there is no rhyme or reason to this I want to die That is true As a bit of a joke I told Somebody to be God a few years back And that I wanted to repent (bikta) And I repented my (I am not Christian) deepest sin Drunk driving He said ''det är lätt hänt'' And there was a relief in me, really While the ongoing battle God and Satan is going on I have repented about my only five sins in my life Likens a saint really Five fucking sins in a life-time I have made mistakes too but those don't count as sins As unintentionally hurting people's emotions I feel in good shape for after-life (My biological father is Satan himeslf (Satan has many names) and doesn't believe in God) He is bound for a hundred-thousand whippings by God or Satan or the like I am certain Yes my biological father is the sole (enda) reason I became sick in the first place Why I don't talk to a therapist? I don't have opportunity to one So the drunk driving - I was pretty heavy buzzed (ganska onykter) And I drove to Chicago on Lake Shore Drive and there is a turn that likens a ninety degree angle And well yeah that is a true story And I could have killed somebody with my driving But my sins have been repented And I am ready for after life A cry for help suicide-note this No, I have felt suicidal to and fro most of my adult life Well, I do have a letter to send Like Morgan Freeman in the Shawshank Redemption (Nyckeln till Frihet) is ready to kill himself but has one task left And well I don't have a method Anyways it would have to be pain-free And well let me re-read this and see if it is something worth publishing 14/4/24 Isak
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