Words, it´s only words, you laugh and look at me and I wish I could see the wonder that you obviously do. But I can not control if I sink or if I swim ,I can not walk on water like you. It´s funny don´t you see, we´re different you and me but how would things otherwise be?

Look beyond yourself and you´ll see something else than the fear you normaly see. I know my life is sad and things are pretty bad but don´t think about the life you could have had. After rain comes sunshine after crazy comes sain, after feeling good comes the unbearable pain.

Years from now this will all be erased, and the memories I made will all be replaced, my life will be different, but I will still feel that the life that I´m living is completly unreal