I thought I would
tell you
just how much
I adore you

I thought I would
tell you
that you´re
my bright light
in this ocean of confusion

but then
I got stuck
on that twisted trip
once more

I hurt you
my words slipped
into the scars of time
once more
even though
my heart was full
of your voice

I thought I could
stop
that twisted trip
come back home
make those scars
undone
take the sun
that I darkened
and put it back
into your eyes
take the winter
outside
and turn it into spring

but dear
the scars were too deep by then..