Forgive my curiosity, forgive me for my pride.
That I long for so much better, so much lighter end of night.

Forgive my desperation, to fight this time.
This devious construction, this depriving of life.

For I'm losing all my passion, my reason and my rights.
And all I ever wanted is dying by my side.

Forgive me that I’m selfish, forgive me for my leave.

I know no fair solution,
it is my own conclusion.

That emptiness is no happiness and I’m in dire need of rest.