just weeks ago

actually, just days ago

you made me feel happy

i smiled whenever i thought about you

i smiled even when i wasn't thinking of you

i was just happy

something happened, something changed

and since you won't tell me, i don't know what

and now i don't smile anymore

when i smile, it's not real

i need to be stronger than this, but it's hard

it's hard when all the loved ones is across the country

i'll just go to sleep

maybe i'll feel better tomorrow

probably not, but maybe